I'm not blaming the weather here (Even though its been bad for quite a while now) so I'm blaming the weather service here, Met Eireann! What is the point of trying to predict the weather if you're getting it wrong 75% of the time
So I've been out with my camera twice since mid November (Got fuck all
) the problem is I have to work around certain obligations now so I have to check the weather regularly...Every three hours it changes. And just by chance I'm actually listening to a debate on Global warming on the telly, Should we stop trying to predict the weather?
Anyways...The point of the Journal is I haven't been on here much, haven't got out with the camera and I feckin need to so badly! Its almost like an addiction, even if I got to my favourite spot which I've been to dozens of times, but fuck I can't be sure if I'm gonna get a soaking right through the camera bag...loosing my baby. I've tried indoor stuff and light painting, macro etc. but its uninteresting to me, I need to be out on my bike on a clear day to get that peace of mind cycling while looking for a spot or something interesting to shoot.
Just a self centered Rant, but hey, whats a journal for, eh?
Happy New Year to everyone! Best wishes for all your undertakings and especially your chosen form of art
Hope to get back on here soon.
PS. Thanks for all the early Bday wishes
Oh, Yeah and I've hurt myself fairly badly, left shoulder is fucked, spine is intensely painful and I have to take pain pills, muscle relaxants and sleep aids or l can't sleep or function after a few days. I really, really don't want to get addicted to shit again. Waiting on physio but it could be up to two or three months and I can't pay for it. By the time I get I'll have a serious addiction to Xanax which I'm shit scared of cause of the withdrawing that I may have to go through. Hope I get natural help soon before that happens. I could smoke weed but I'd turn into a house bound, messy lazy fool. God, I hope I'm not one of those people who get xanax withdrawls for up to six months, I've even read stories or up to a year
Fuck the Irish health care system! I bet if I was paying for it I'd be sorted by now!